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Goodnight
How are you ?
Are you okay?
How’s life? How are you doing ?
Hope everything’s okay?
Those are the most powerful questions now a days .. asking someone how are They. Even you are near or far. It’s good to hear someone is thinking of you. And someone want to know and listen. And the feeling someone care .
It’s not about yourself all the time.
Not bragging. Not showing to the world Not just spending money on unimportant things . Bragging your new iphone , makeup, posing new clothes,things you buy, your new business , home, furnitures or even the places you have been! And the steak 🥩 lobsters 🦞 you eat ! And the margaritas you drink 🍸!
Those people are immature and hypocrites! You’re famous I get it! okay! But you’re nothing. Maybe you’re rich , or your parents are rich, or your boyfriend or girlfriend gave you everything to buy all you want . You’re lucky! But you’re nothing!
I’m okay by the way! Thanks for asking !
Be thankful
Just saying goodnight and no more questions
No more what ifs
I’m thankful and grateful
And loved
No more demands
No more asking attention
No more feeling hopeless
No more thinking too mich
No more feeling unwanted
No more feeling down
No inferior feelings and Keeping positive Vibes always
Hope you are too
Whoever reading this
I Want to hug you
Want you To feel my love
Hope to see you wherever you are
To tell you that you are loved
And you are missed
And valued
Your greater than anyone else
You have your unique talent and skills
That you should be proud of
Never feel down
Just enjoy life and things will be alright
If you don’t get what you want right now, maybe it’s not for you
Remember what you have right now
Are once one of the things you have hoped for
Be thankful
Of All the small things ❤️
Daily questions
05202020
Why am I here for ?
Do you love me?
Shoul I trust you ?
What happen between us?
Do you wanna grow old with me?
What if I die young ?
What if you die young ?
Can I take it?
Will you forget me?
What keeps you busy?
What if ? —
What could have been
Do u miss me?
Do u think of me?
Before you sleep?
Did you really love me?’
Did you ?
Will you be the one when I’m 50?
Or 60?
Will you keep your promise?
Is there a forever?
Am I just naive ?
Should I forget everything?
Do you hate me?
What could have been…
Shallow
Lady Gaga and Bradley Cooper
Tell me something girl
Are you happy in this modern world?
Or do you need more
Is there something else you’re searching for?
I’m falling
In all the good times
I find myself
longing for change
And in the bad times I fear myself
Tell me something boy
Aren’t you tired trying to fill that void?
Or do you need more
Ain’t it hard keeping it so hardcore?
I’m falling
In all the good times
I find myself longing
for change
And in the bad times I fear myself
I’m off the deep end
Watch as I dive in
I’ll never meet the ground
Crash through the surface
Where they can’t hurt us
We’re far from the shallow now
In the sha-ha-sha-ha-low
In the sha-ha-sha-la-la-la-low
In the sha-ha-sha-ha-ha-low
We’re far from the shallow now
Ooooo aahaaa ooou
Ooo ouo oooo haaaa
I’m off the deep end
Watch as I dive in
I’ll never meet the ground
Crash through the surface
Where they can’t hurt us
We’re far from the shallow now
In the sha-ha-sha-ha-low
In the sha-ha-sha-la-la-la-low
In the sha-ha-sha-ha-ha-low
We’re far from the shallow now
Rewrite the Stars
Zac Efron and Zendaya
[Zac Efron:]
You know I want you
It’s not a secret I try to hide
I know you want me
So don’t keep saying our hands are tied
You claim it’s not in the cards
But fate is pulling you miles away
And out of reach from me
But you’re here in my heart
So who can stop me if I decide
That you’re my destiny?
What if we rewrite the stars?
Say you were made to be mine
Nothing could keep us apart
You’d be the one I was meant to find
It’s up to you
And it’s up to me
No one can say what we get to be
So why don’t we rewrite the stars?
Maybe the world could be ours
Tonight
[Zendaya:]
You think it’s easy
You think I don’t want to run to you
But there are mountains
And doors that we can’t walk through
I know you’re wondering why
Because we’re able to be
Just you and me
But within these walls
Know that when we go outside
You’re going to wake up and see that it was hopeless after all
No one can rewrite the stars
How can we say you’ll be mine
Everything keeps us apart
And I’m not the one you were meant to find
It’s not up to you
It’s not up to me
When everyone tells us what we can be
How can we rewrite the stars?
Say that the world can’t be ours
Tonight
All I want is to fly with you
All I want is to fall with you
So just give me all of you
[Zendaya:]
If it’s impossible?
[Zac Efron:]
It’s not impossible
[Zendaya:]
Is it impossible?
[Both:]
Say that it’s possible
[Zac Efron & Zendaya:]
How do we rewrite the stars?
And say you were meant to be mine?
And nothing can keep us apart
Cause you are the one I was meant to find
It’s up to you
And it’s up to me
No one can say what we get to be
Why don’t we rewrite the stars?
Taking the world to be ours
[Zendaya:]
You know I want you
It’s not a secret I try to hide
But I can’t have you
We’re bound to break and
My hands are tied
“Lover (Remix)”
(feat. Shawn Mendes)
We could leave the Christmas lights up ’til January
This is our place, we make the rules
And there’s a dazzling haze, a mysterious way about you, dear
Have I known you 20 seconds or 20 years?
Can I go where you go?
Can we always be this close?
Forever and ever
And ah, take me out, and take me home
You’re my, my, my, my lover
We could light a bunch of candles
And dance around the kitchen, baby
Pictures of when we were young would hang on the wall
We would sit on the stoop
I’ll sing love songs to you when we’re eighty
See, I finally got you now, honey, I won’t let you fall
Can I go where you go?
Can we always be this close forever and ever?
And ah, take me out, and take me home (Forever and ever)
You’re my, my, my, my lover
Ladies and gentlemen, will you please stand?
With every guitar string scar on my hand
I take this magnetic force of a man to be my lover
Look in my eyes, they will tell you the truth
The girl in my story has always been you
I’d go down with the Titanic, it’s true, for you, lover
And you’ll save all your dirtiest jokes for me
And at every table, I’ll save you a seat, lover (Save you a seat)
Can I go where you go? (Can I go where you go, baby?)
Can we always be this close forever and ever?
And ah, take me out, and take me home (Forever and ever)
You’re my, my, my, my
Oh, you’re my, my, my, my
Darling, you’re my, my, my, my lover
I felt nothing
I dont know…
I just felt nothing today…
Before i was always worried..
What am i going to do today…
What i needed to accomplish..
Always in a hurry, always planned
liked an idiot .. so serious . Im not like This before…
But now, i Dont care at All. Have a Lot of meetings? ill check my schedule. So many support needed from different units? Where are you? ill see what i Can do Best! So many calls,things needed from me, from the Office and at home? i will see what i Can do!
also i was thinking about my post yesterday.
being so Tired .
i guess im just Tired of myself.
not anymore. I Will stop overthinking.
I Will be a new me. I hope I can. But I will.
No more wanting attention and no more what if.
Like asking attention from my husband. Let me tell How much i Love him. I may have Lost in faith with our relationship for the past years on and off , had arguments Last week . but i still Love him. I Will Love him as long as i lived. If he got to a point he felt out of Love . If he may commit sin, I Will continue to forgive him. Because i Love him. I Will set him free If he want to. I know im not the perfect wife. I Will Love him as long as i Can. MayBe its just my mind. You know , girls , overthinking . But I trust him. Will continue to trust him. Until I can.
But now, it’s all about Me. I just stopped wanting , craving for attention. Whenever someone had someone attention, like for example my boss, I was the one first but she entertained the next one, I felt unwanted. When some people get recognised , I always think, are they better than me? Why are they given opportunities , why not me? When at home mother always love my sisters when they were around, but I’m the one here , why not me? (Just seldom i know my mom loves me)
In everything. Everytime i felt unwanted , i start to day dream…
That I was very rich. I don’t have to worry about money. That I have everything I wanted . I’m a princess. In my own castle. Then there will come This Prince on a White horse. We will get married (like Crazy Rich Asian wedding) . We will live on our Winter Palace. He Will bring me to Beautiful places i have never Been. He Will Love me endlessly. My dear , he will sing to me everyday. He Will Love only me. We Will spend our day jogging every morning. Then at noon, I will cook and prepare lunch for him ( oh I forgot we’re royal highness ) our maids will prepare all our daily meal. We will spend afternoon eating ice cream even during winter . Then there will be days we will be just seating all day long drinking coffee or reading books (Christian grey) planning to conquer and travel the world . We Will learn all the languages (its needed for every Kingdom gathering ) . I will ask him teach me ice skating and snow boarding (prideofgypsie) . I will be able to see autumn trees and leaves on my feet (no need to post on instagram everything happening ) On summer weekends, we Will go to the feed the duckS in the ponds and feed nuts to squirrel. I Will ask him to try new Movies every week. I Will Go ask him to have a Leave from his kingdom for a while and Go first time surfing in Siargao with me. Or to El nido. Hehe sounds funny. But This is me. Hallucinating (Because I watch a lot of movies hehe)
But today, i just stopped dreaming . I stopped wanting anything. No more daydreaming. No more asking attention from everyone. I Will Focus on mysef , my Health and my dreams. What’s my dream anyways? I dont know. Be happy I guess. I just want to be fully happy. On my own. Then once I’m super happy and love myself , I can love poeple around me truly. I Will Love them with all my heart. No what ifs. Will give back Love to Those who loved me or even they dont Love me. Just Give Love, no wanting back.
I Will try to prove everyone that i Can achieve my goals on my own. One step at a time. (Nonsense) If i want to finish my career still here (Gosh 12 years) and still I can’t be proud of myself. Maybe Go outside the country and live in new Zealand . Have a baby everyone’s is pressuring me… So please stop . Haha. One step at a time.
I felt nothing . But now, suddenly i felt my own value. I guess we should feel nothing’s first before we appreciate we have. We Should Love ourselves.
No regrets. What I have done in the past. Or what I haven’t done. Or what I might be doing wrong in now. No more Feeling in secure . No more putting me down. No more . No less.
I think im so depressed This past weeks and nobody to talk to because i dont want to. I dont want to talk about It.
But now , This Will be my Last time to talk about This bullshit feeling.
This is Me. Never sorry. The end. Talking about my self. Again . Hehe . I Will not kill myself dont worry . Just want to let you know, you are not alone If your feeling Like This sometimes. It’s okay sometimes Im happy being alone too. I don’t have someone to nag what to do. Alone but happy. Want to be more independent and don’t ask someone’s help and doing what I want. But sometimes at The end of the day we all need someone to talk to. Because they care and THey listen.
Or Just asked God for guidance sometimes even you dont believe him. Its nice to talk to him If nobody listen. The devil will made you think they are there for you. But they are not.
Life is short. Live it to the fullest !
Or write Like what i a.m doing today. Expressing my feelings. Out in public. No regrets! Just lessons! Haha !
C’est La vie!
sharing below. THIS song inspire me today to live my life. Don’t stop me now..
Tired
What’s my life purpose?
Thinking about it lately…
Why am I hear on earth? Is my life purpose to serve and please others?
Maybe I’m just tired…
tired of thinking over and over again
Thinking about you …
Grey Quotes
Why do bad things happen to good people? We ask that question so often, it’s become a cliché. But that’s because bad things do happen to good people. Constantly. You just have to hope that, when it’s your turn, you’ll know what to do – how to cope, how to persevere. But the truth is: you don’t know how you’ll react to your worst case scenario. None of us do. Not until it happens.
4 kinds of People
I do not want to label people, because i might sound rude and give a lot of negative about them instead of telling each type. i am that kind of person, before. i gave an ish (ish meaning something that comes out after eating a lot) about anyone. i always have something to say of all the people i met. Whether one girl was just introduced to me, i always have something on my mind :Why is her hair like that? (As if i have the perfect hair)
But today, i learned something new today from Bro Bo Sanchez . The Four Kinds of People . That we should determine our own self, instead of identifying others. This is not about physical type, like some are thin, some are fat, etc.
- Go Persons – These are the life of a party. Who always have something to give, share, they have many things to give so the tendency is to give and give until all of them were gone and they feel empty. There should be balance. It is better to give than to receive, but sometimes, some people have nothing left to them and then people start complaining. (Hugot!) You pour then you run out. There is no more balance. “Without Balance, Passion will not last. “Then with no balance, you will become more stressed, sickness will come, sin perhaps may add because you think you give more. Bro Bo gave an assignment, to write on a piece of paper The People who Nourish You and People who are Toxic to You. (You may want to read this article, 8 types of Toxic People to Avoid! I’m sure all of you can relate. Oh number 1 is blank. I should start unfriending this. This will not help me nourish (wink) http://www.entrepreneur.com/article/246016
- No Persons – There is only one answer to everything. No! As quoted on one of my fave movie Enchanted : Giselle (Amy Adams) ask Robert (starred by my fave Mcdreamy Patrick Dempsey) : Is that the only word that you know? “No?” These are self-centered people. Unlike the Go Person, they always have something to give, but the No Person fear of losing something, they will not give any. Not even a drop. Just like Bro Bo’s example of the glass full of water. Do you think without giving any water the water will still be there forever (may forever?) No! The blessings you had is temporary and they do evaporate after a period of time and can be withdrawn depending upon our actions.
- The Flow Persons – the broken, the desperate, give it all! These people have a glass with cracks. The experience they have tend to neglect what are the more important to them. They continue to waste the water they have since they knew where to get the source. They knew someone was there to support them, they forgot to help themselves.
- The Overflow Persons – These people have a lot to give, The blessings are overflowing that’s why it okay if nothing is left to them, the blessings keep on coming. Because they knew how to balance their life, if at first they are a Go Person or a Flow Person who have been hurt, but because of that experienced, the used that experienced to give light to themselves and bless others, that’s why blessings keep coming back. Like a Boomerang, you are all out but it keeps on coming! We all hoped one day we’ll be like the Overflow people. Who will not feel empty? Will not say No to all , No fear, no Buts, No What ifs. Become like them who will from Flow persons, will learn to heal, to forgive. Today i learned the difference between forgiveness and mercy. When we Forgive, like Jesus, no more repetition of the past. I forgive you, but do not mixed what has been done before. Mercy on the other hand is a compassion or forgiveness shown toward someone whom it is within one’s power to punish or harm.
As Pope Francis said,
“God forgives all,God understand us, even in our limits, and understands us even in our contradictions.”
“With his love he tells us that when we recognize our sins he is yet closer to us and spurs us to look ahead,” said the pontiff. “When we recognize our sins and we ask forgiveness there is a party in Heaven. Jesus throws a party! This is his mercy: Do not be discouraged.”
“ ‘I cannot come to forgive,’” “But how can you ask God to forgive us, if we are not capable of forgiveness?”
Forgiving is a big thing, sure,” “However, if we open ourselves to welcome the mercy of God for us, at our turn we become more capable of forgiveness.”
Open Wide!
Have Faith
Whenever you feel a negative emotion be alone in a room and just sit down with it and feel. Don’t judge it, criticize it, intellectualize it, explain it away. Allow yourself to feel the pain. It’s okay. Accompany it – breathe into it – and after a while, you’ll feel the anger or fear or sadness lose it’s urgency and power. Allow God to tenderly embrace you in your pain. And then, at the right time, you can let go. – Brother Bo Sanchez
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